Ok...I'm 22, and as I'm sure most of you know, relatively mature for my age.
But part of that is because I never got to be a real child or teenager. If I her acted like a normal teenager when I was a teen, I would have had so many horrible things happen to me. I basically spent my teenage years numb. Mood swings? Nope. Anger? Nope. Boy crushes? Nope. Rebellion? Nope. I did nothing that a normal teenager would do.
And now, thanks to therapy, I feel like all those emotions have woken up and are making me an angry, mood-swing-y, stubborn, self-obsessed teen. I have boy crushes and my heart gets broken all the time. I am really suddenly obsessed with teen things, like make-up and good skin and hair. What the heck? I thought I managed to avoid that time of my life. I don't know quite what to do with some of these emotions.
Anyone else been here? How do I make it stop?
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HazelGirl
PTSD, Depression, ADHD, Anxiety
Propranolol 10mg as needed for anxiety, Wellbutrin XL 150mg
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