(Had to dig, loophole, but found what you are referring to. Hope you feel a bit better now. )

Me….pretty much the same. It maintains a low level constancy with spells of near unbearability. Which is producing a very undesirable and potentially dangerous reaction that got pretty out of control last night.

(And only because there might be assumptions -- no, it's not cutting. Even the thought of that horrifies me. Not substance abuse either.)