And I wonder what it would be like if our dear British friend who is struggling right now had parents with guns in the house.

And for you, Newtus, I worry what could happen if your delusions or paranoia really escalated and you were so afraid that you were not able to stop yourself from getting the guns available and doing something awful to yourself or others. So you end up with yourself dead or severely injured.. maybe in the hospital and/or in a devastating condition relying on others to change your diaper, or if you harm others you could be in a powerfully restrictive environment in prison. So I'm not crazy about the idea of you having such easy access to guns. And the self-control you may feel at the moment can evaporate in a moment. I think about the times you've talked about going outside naked, etc. That shows a real vulnerability to losing control and having trouble with good judgment. I don't think guns are safe for you.