i texted T and asked him if he hated me. he said of course not!

well i guess i believe him. im just struggling with feeling like no one likes me and im a big loser. i spent all day with my friend yesterday and then when i got home i was overwhelmed with thinking that she hated me and i was being played a fool this whole time.

i dont know if this is paranoia or not. i dont know if my thoughts are based in reality.

i know not everyone in this world is going to like me. but right now it feels like there is no one who does like me.

this has been building for a while now. i dont know how to stop obsessing about it