Mixed bag of ups and downs, but mostly ups. My husband and I went to his family's family reunion today. It was 2 hour drive out to the country. Even though I wasn't feeling physically well and was suffering from a migraine I still enjoyed the trip. I enjoyed socializing with the relatives and I enjoyed the peace and quiet of being out in the country, riding past cotton fields and forests. I also feel the depression lifting some and that gives me hope for the first time in 14 months. I feel like I have been in a black hole with the depression for 14 months. I wish I could overcome the migraines, dizziness, nausea, and weakness, but you can't have everything. I fear that if my physical problems don't improve it may interfere with my ability to work. But for some reason today I am not worrying about it all. Next weekend I will visit my son for his birthday.