I've seen her a few times. I tried to give her a chance. There's no reason I shouldn't like her. But I really really don't. She's nice, she's not annoying, and she hasn't done anything wrong. But I just don't trust her. And there's no reason for me to distrust her. She has a lot of experience. She's educated. Why do I feel this way?

I don't want to go to my next appointment. I want to skip it. But in reality, I wouldn't skip it. The anxiety from missing the obligation would be unbearable. I could cancel though. But I don't know if I have enough of the medication. I want to stop taking the medication just so I don't have to see her anymore. I'm afraid I'm going to get angry during the appointment. I don't know what to do.