I just got a job finally after over a year. Hooray. Here comes the stress and anxiety and panic attacks again.

To make it worse, there were some screw ups with my last bank, some my fault, some the banks, and now I can't open another bank account for my new job which starts Monday. So I'm going to give them my boyfriends banking information and hope it works because if not then I'm screwed I guess.

When we get a chance we will go talk to them about being added on to his account but who is to say they will? How am I supposed to fix my bank issues if they won't give me a bank account? What if they won't add me on to his? It's a big spiral mess and I'm so very depressed about it.

Also turns out we have a week less than expected to move out and everything is all jammed together and I'm out of boxes and driving scares me. How am I supposed to get more boxes and pack in a week.

I just feel like such a failure. I can't even have a bank account like a normal person. I can't even have a bank account like a normal person. I don't know what to do. I'm so stressed