OMG, isn't that the truth, though? I sometimes think, how can I have this many things be wrong with me all at once? That's just not right, is it? I mean, there must be something serious wrong with me. So, I have sat there and lied to my therapist also, and told her that I felt great too. I was just so sick of always being so sad all the time. Every time I go to her office, all I do is cry. Really, how much should one person really cry? My husband says that I am completely miserable. Maybe he's right. I don't think so, but who knows. Maybe he does. I'm starting to believe him, he tells me that enough.