Hi LearningMe. I wish I knew some magic answer. For starters it sounds like you have had way too many hard situations to deal with in too short a time, divorce, losing a beloved family member through death, and on the list goes. That's enough to make a non depressed person suffer. I am glad you have a new therapist and are on anti-depressant medications. It may take time to connect with the new therapist and work thru all the issues. Know you are not alone. We are here with you and we care about you. You may pm me any time. I have dealt with some of the same things you have been thru as far as family issues. A few years ago both of my parents died within five months of each other and what was left of our family disintegrated after their death.

My heart goes out to you and I wish I could make everything better. Don't give up, though. At some point you will turn a corner, we have to hold on to hope. I will keep you in my heart and prayers.