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I used to struggle with self hate, but I've been through intensive therapy a couple times. Now I just hate the things I've done during manic phases (bipolar type). Sometimes I hate myself for going with the flow, taking my meds, going to therapy. It takes away my extra abilities, too. I hate the feeling of repressing those.
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RX and Daily meds:
Vraylar 1.5mg daily, Gabapentin 900mg daily
General Anxiety Disorder; Panic Disorder (unspecified); Borderline Personality Disorder; Schizoaffective Disorder/Bipolar Type; Fibromyalgia; Sleep Apnea
"putting on a brave face, trying to ignore the voices in the back of my head" - Gotye
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