Your body should adjust if you had a proper diet. You are gradually killing yourself, dude, or at the least greatly increasing your chances of severe problems. (diabetes and heart issues, I'd expect) Have you seen a doctor about all this? It all sounds very self-destructive... are you sure you're not doing this intentionally as some sort of self-harm? Have you ever tried gradually lowering the dose? Because gradually lowering it should, in effect, wean you off the "drugs" (sugar and caffeine). Perhaps women feel that if you don't show your body any respect (killing it, ... sorry, I know this comes off harshly) why should they? I'm worried for your health, ... I can't imagine what they must think. It's bad for your heart, your teeth, probably your stomach, God knows what else. You could probably get medication that would help wean you off. If you don't make a change, it could be too late. I think you should be focusing on your health instead of women, to be honest. :| *genuinely very concerned* :\ Please seek proper medical help?

I seem to recall you said you're overweight... well, that's not surprisingly. Although the caffeine will be shocking your metabolism, it's probably still not enough, because of the sheer amount of calories and probably saturated fats you're taking in. I wager that your diet isn't too great either. Do you get much protein? Vitamins? You know there are natural sugars, right? You could be feeding your body with proper sugar instead of that crap in cans. A banana, for example, has tons of sugar in it, but it's slow, which means your body gets a gradual intake of nutrients.

Are you anxious? No wonder! With all the sugar you're piling in, and especially caffeine, you're sticking everything into overdrive which will of course enhance your anxiety. I have had anxiety issues most if not all of my life... I know that if I go near too much caffeine or sugar, I could really increase my anxiety levels.

I suspect that when you eventually crash from the sugar, you feel horrendous, ... let me guess, you feel crappy every morning? Do you get headaches? Bowel problems? There's so many issues here... please get help.

Really sorry for saying all this, but I'm worried and I feel it's important you know what you're in for. If you keep thinking it's too late, it really will be too late, but you can make a change, ... at the very least, you can try to make a change. It sounds like you did well a while back by biking and stuff, but it was likely misguided... I figure you probably needed to ween yourself off it, and I don't think a couple of months was nearly enough time for your body to adjust from several years of abuse.

I'll stop nagging now. GL, dude.