I don't have any contact with any family, relatives, kin or family friends from my past toxic life.

BS like this is exactly why.

It's like my first therapist told me ...

Sometimes the only person we can save from the wreckage of our past is ourselves.

Cancel those plans!

See a therapist if you need help processing it!

Don't ever let anyone interfere with your healing process ever again!

Sincerely,
Pfrog!