Mandala,Gloria and Ivonne,

Thank you all for your encouragement. I do appreciate it. I think I may take the suggestion of writing the letter or list to myself to give myself reasons to live.Although at this point I am having a hard time coming up with any, I still will try. I just hope someday I will get out of this slump for good. Cause I just hate being here.I am on meds and stuff, for depression and anxiety. The last time I went to the doctor,he wanted me to double my antidepressant.I did feel better so then I thought I could handle just one again,but now I think I need two again! Well I Better get going here. Iam a caregiver for my dad, and his cousins are comng down today and we are going out to eat. with them.Big day ahead. I have to come home then and do some peaches up yet..I love peaches,but I am tired of putting them up! LOL. See I still have some sense of humor in there yet.Takcare all.

T2bme