At Lauliza and Willowleaf, I don't know if I'll continue. I'm guessing I probably will but right now I don't feel like I want to. I'm sick of feeling so scared all the time and feeling like an out of control child. Every single week without fail, I am on a rollercoaster.

I'm really uncomfortable with my "shadow-side". My powerful emotions, anger, fear, and yes bratty behaviour. Sometimes I'm just not nice. Sigh....