Rio, plan for when you're on "your own" and can decide what you want vis-a-vis therapy. It's a rush to be able to pay for yourself and decide for yourself. . .

I had 18 years with the same therapist for anxiety (actually 27 aws there were 9 years inbetween) and it is "curable" so you're comfortable and life is "good". Keep working at it. My therapist's parting words were "keeping putting one foot in front of the other" and that's working well for me.