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Originally Posted by Asiablue
At Lauliza and Willowleaf, I don't know if I'll continue. I'm guessing I probably will but right now I don't feel like I want to. I'm sick of feeling so scared all the time and feeling like an out of control child. Every single week without fail, I am on a rollercoaster.
I'm really uncomfortable with my "shadow-side". My powerful emotions, anger, fear, and yes bratty behaviour. Sometimes I'm just not nice. Sigh....  |
Being nice all the time is not being human, and it's not living. As my T would say, it's not being genuine. Your shadow side has its own beauty, even if that's hard to see at times. 
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'...
At poor peace I sing
To you strangers (though song
Is a burning and crested act,
The fire of birds in
The world's turning wood,
For my sawn, splay sounds,)
...'
Dylan Thomas, Author's Prologue
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