He guilted me into having sex with him. He said we could not be considered a real couple if we didn't have sex, and I really wanted things to work between us :-( I was very serious about the relationship, and so were my and his family.

to hamster-bamster: prepaid envelopes exist, but that is only when you send something light, like a letter or a small object, I do not think there is a prepaid option for heavy objects. But now that I think about it I could have hired a courrier to pick it up...

to krisakira: I know that since the moment I said no it is considered rape. But I was stupid and I was in love when it happened... I thought from that moment on he was going to be more affectionate and treat me like a girlfriend and not like a doormat...