Everything is. Like the title. Incredibly unreal. Nothing feels real anymore. Like everyone is a figment of my imagination. Stuck in a dream. Nothing I do is real. Everything I touch isn't real. I can't feel it. People's emotions aren't real. My emotions aren't real. I can't feel them. I can still show them but only because I feel like it is what I am supposed to do. Not sure why though.

I feel like my anxiety becomes less of a mental struggle but only to be replaced into a realm where I am no longer alive. I am still anxious and do my normal anxious things. Still get anxious feeling. I still feel the anxiety but it's not as bad as before but that is because it is behind a film of numb.