I am convinced that if only the sane people like me (HA HA) were, these forums would not be very exciting. Recognize that like you, everyone else here are at different stages in their journey. And as long as it remains a journey, there are so many people here who are AWESOME and will become an important part of your life.
Trust that you have so much to bring to us whether you recognize it or not; and allow US to be a part of your life to. Welcome back.
Jon