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It's been literally 15 years since I have had a steady best friend.
Over the last 15 or so years when someone hurts me I write them off. I am a very compassionate giving person. I give my time, love, support and finances if needed. Nothing I ever do keeps the person around. They end up talking about me like we are in high school, lying to me or doing something else that hurts me.
Does anyone else have issues getting and keeping friends? This is partly why I feel so alone.
Sick and tired of being sick and tired and alone.
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Cymbalta 30mg
Levothyroxine 10mg
Lamictal 50mg
"Why would I want anyone to ever have to deal with me when I can't sometimes deal with myself, for someone else to endure my pain, when I can barely handle it myself. How can I make someone stay through the turbulent storms of emotions I face every single day when my life has been anything but stable?" - L.S.
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