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Old Sep 07, 2014, 11:01 PM
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Originally Posted by JaneC View Post
I do just feel like giving up....it all feels so terribly hard, and doing it alone feels a million times harder! I hate this ptsd shyte! I just want to hide away, I got home and pulled all the curtains and haven't moved from the sofa.

I just wonder how long it will take....to improve a bit. And I wonder how I will be able to talk to my T tomorrow....if I will.
You can! I know you can!

I don't know what the timeline will be for you, but for me, the first 9 months of trauma work were absolute hell. Then I started to be able to handle it, and I can talk about it now, and be okay when I leave. But it's a journey, where the hardest part is at the beginning.
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PTSD, Depression, ADHD, Anxiety
Propranolol 10mg as needed for anxiety, Wellbutrin XL 150mg
Thanks for this!
Aloneandafraid, shezbut