Lost all control
Mind goes on a stroll
Memories from so long ago
Change nothing I already know
Wish so much of what was been
Striving to be nothing but thin
Can see some bones
Terrified of unknowns
Want to be perfect
Without a single defect
Can no longer chew
Like some sort of flu
Afraid may disappear
More afraid of here
Learn to move slow
Go with the flow
Live for more than now
Must make that vow
Food isn’t the issue
Need a large tissue
Done feeling this way
Knees begin to sway
Just lay awake
Heart and brain ache
So hard to hold a cup
Not sure which way is up
Why can’t I just eat
And just feel complete
Feel so void
Completely destroyed