I've been in a mid life crisis most of my life! I think maybe that term has gotten a bad name. It's ok to get a red sports car until you start running dope in it!!! Ha ha... Personally and this is just my opinion I think the Robin Williams/Jimi Jamison thing isn't whats really going on.

There's probably more to it than that. Their deaths just kicked off whatever is going on with you. Whatever it is I hope settles down soon and this becomes a non issue.