No meds, no therapy.

Don't really believe in the first for me (for many reasons. Chemistry will not magically fix my problem... I cannot afford to mess with my brain. If I could find something that would surely make me feel better right here right now, I mighta take it. But from what I know, it'š years of finding combo that works........... until it stops working. Not an option).

And cannot afford the second one, timewise and moneywise.