Hey my friends and than you for your kind response

love you all**
well i've been on Lamictal since...march yeah. and on Abilify for 2 months...but i was increasing lamictal slowly and i went on the lowest dose of abilify (5mg.) btwam on 100mg of lamictal.
well i dunno what i should do. i just told you what my pdoc told me. that i have to wait and see how things will turn out to be. well it was my substitute pdoc, cus my personal pdoc is always busy or running around in other countries. i have my next check up on 30th of september and i hope i'll get to her then.
my feelings? well i am sad a lot lately, and lost. i mean i still do everything, clean, eat, sleep, go to work, but there is no real LIFE ENERGY in me if you know what i'm saying. no desire to change something for the better.
the weirdest thing is that i don't feel like going on a trip or travel (!!!) and i ALWAYS was the one convincing my BF to go somewhere..
what do you think?