Thank you all for your replies. I understand what some of you mean about having to be careful what I say. I hate it because it's supposed to be a place where I can open up and get my problems out but instead I have to think through and worry about what I'm going to say and what they are going to think / do if I tell them it all! I feel like I can never tell them everything that goes on inside my head, I feel like there isn't anybody in real life I can truly open up to. Everyone just gets my edited version that is never really as bad as the truth.