Last night my husband and I started catching up on the almost month's worth of Daily Shows and Colbert Reports we have DVRed from when I was inpatient. Watching these shows was always the highlight of the evening. We would get the kids to bed and then come downstairs and watch TV for a bit. Last night was horrible. I felt dead inside to the jokes and couldn't wait for it to end. I'm really coming to hate this depression even more. We're going to try again this morning because he goes into work late but I don't have high hopes.