Yes, maybe...but I really really don't know if I'm able to tell them it And neither to write it down, to say the truth. Sometimes I think that it's not worth seeing a therapist, that I can go on in this way...but it's an excuse with myself, actually want to see someone, at least to know if I really have a disorder and I need therapy or not. It's only that it's difficult to tell it to my parents.
MAYBE I could tell it to my mum (but I'm not sure), but to my dad...I really can't imagine it. It would be stressful also if my mum tells him it for me.
So, I really not know what to do...there is nothing to way for now, I just should do it, but...it's so hard

Just to know: I found out that actually there are counselors in my university (not really inside the universuty, so maybe it would be difficult to go there...but at least they exist). But they are counselors...they are different from therapists, if I'm not wrong. Do you think that they would be ok? I don't know if I really want to go there, but if you can tell me your opinion about this it would be useful.
Thanks to everybody in advance for listening