Never good enough! Now, I know why...

After reading up on, what is a Narcissistic parent and how they act... my finding, that this describes my Mother perfectly! Now, I understand why my childhood was extremely difficult, abusive, and so painful. And finding my father was, and still is the Enabler. And finding why my brother and I's relationship, isn't existing and never was healthy. My brother was the "Golden Child," and I was the "Scapegoat Child."