It was a bad night, waking up a lot and half remembered terrifying dreams. I'm not in a bad place just out of sorts. Kind of like the real world is a few seconds ahead of me. I'm out of step.

Ups, I'm still in a much better place than I have been. Taking more interest in whats going on and staring to feel like there's a future. It's like I'm waking up from a long dream, nightmare.

Downs, physically I hurt more, I'm moving more so that might be why. I have nerve loss in both arms & hands, and one leg it usually doesn't bother me but my hands have been getting worse.