JustShakey - i relate so much to your thread. In fact I have been here for a year and I've only ever started one thread. I Feel that no-one wants to hear about me or my needs. I feel I don't deserve anyone's time, that my needs are not as great as others. I have always felt this wherever i am. It has taken me 46 years to get to see a professionL and I feel I don't deserve her time. I'm sorry - i just wanted you to know that you're not alone. I too don't have siblings. It has always been just me. I have no-one I can rely on, trust or confide in. I never have had and I don't think I ever will. I have such a small family. I'm sorry I can't be more positive - i just wanted you to know I could have written word for word what you wrote. Well done for sharing. Pleas keep posting. Xxx