I know when I told my T something horrible I went in to the next session expecting my T to be different .but she was the same old T .we didn't talk much about what I said and kept it kind of light but she was still my T. I have a feeling it will be the same for you . if not make your relationship stronger from sharing something so vulnerable with your T. and there is nothing wrong with hiding your face in a pillow for a but or hide in bed under your blanket .I did .