In the past, any sort of vulnerability would send me into a tailspin of anger or fear or....or something bad. It would overwhelm me for the week after and then some....it was a push-pull thing with my T. But now it feels different.

We have worked really hard on the T relationship to get to this point.....I mean, it has been tough. I never thought I'd get here so I just don't want to go backwards...I guess I'll just have to see how it goes.

Thanks