A lot of the time I label myself too harshly. I'm only just now seeing how to stop doing that.
I've always been labeled since I was young, and I was bullied in school, from pre-Kindergarten all the way up until my junior year of high school when I dropped out in March. Even with all the mistreatment I've gone through and all the bad names I've been called, I'd still say that I'm the very person who's the most cruel toward myself. I'm trying to fix this but it's hard when you have these ingrained beliefs about yourself and who you are. It feels like trying to be in a religion whose god you're not entirely sure you believe in. So yes, I tend to label myself pretty negatively.
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