Yeah, this morning I just felt like everything was too impossibly hard and I would have to quit school and look for a new career or job. I was actually crying, feeling like my heart was breaking. It didn't help that I had no sleep. But I got it together because I didn't want to be that way in public. Believe it or not, I actually got a 98 on the final!

So I was feeling like I can't quit, but I'm stuck with several problems that I can't seem to solve. Just making some emails and calls got things going, plus got some reassurance that it wasn't such a problem, at least not one that can't be fixed.

I tend to be a little shy or avoid ant, especially with official phone calls, but it worked out okay. People were really helpful. And for those things that are still in the works, I was still given some reassurance that it might work out.

Phew! Sometimes life just pours onto your head and at a time when you are not really ready or feeling able to handle it all. Perhaps the trick is to just do one thing at a time, broken down into parts so the whole thing doesn't seem so overwhelming.

Now I wish I lived in Hawaii because I would just jump into the ocean and swim with the turtles.