Sorry to hear. I wonder how you are doing with the drama and school work?
I had a wild time, very upset, then just crashed due to stress. Woke up at midnight disoriented and realizing that I had an exam in the morning and hadn't even tried to study. I was still so distracted that I ended up mostly just writing in my journal about what was bothering me.
At some point I went over the lecture notes. Just sighed and assumed the worse. Went in to the exam room and finished early, thinking that I really didn't know. The teacher said if I wanted to wait, he would grade it. I got a 98! Totally surprising. Gave me a nice boost and encouraged me to try to jump in an problem solve about what's bothering me to resolve it. I at least made some progress and things are rolling now. Boy, am I tired though, and I still have a whole week of this.
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“Our knowledge is a little island in a great ocean of nonknowledge.” – Isaac Bashevis Singer
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