Thank you for taking the time to respond. My feelings of love and joy were so real, so in the moment, Is it possible I disassociated to my son's mom. The person who would have those memories and feelings. I don't really understand the concept of flashbacks as it applies to my emotions. We all raised our son but there was/is a mom part that isn't so active sense my son is now grown. How is dissociating to the mom part different from having a flashback?