I think that my pdoc feels that my child is too present. My first pdoc pulled out my drowning child...and that is where I go when vulnerable or hit in the gut. I am trying to get the adult to come up to the plate.

Thanks hopefull. I wish you well too in your journey.

I did some work via TV shows and book by John Bradshaw. He has done some excellent work with the child within. I actually bought myself a bear at that time of my life... It is well worn by now...and much loved.