Okay so Ed's last day was this Sunday, the 7th. I hated to say goodbye to him, and to make it worse, due to restrictions from the presbytery, he's not allowed back at the church for 2 years. I did, however, write him a letter telling him I loved him and everything I felt, and I did receive a really nice reply from him. At least we're still friends and could do things as such, away from the church.