I am not doing too well. It is getting harder and harder each day to do anything. I know that there would be a light at the end of the tunnel, but it is a long journey to get to the light. But I know that if I keep busy, I hopefully will not break down today. I am determined. Even though I really want to call in to my classes and say that I am sick. Or another excuse to not go. Who know that attempting to be better would be so much work?