Granite...

I hope you are able to find a way to discuss your fears about going to stay with the mother during her surgery/recovery... To tell about the impending doom feeling...and how it feels much worse this time...

Even though you could choose not to go it isnt that simple... Your T understands that...and she would still be willing to discuss coping skills... Ways to break free for a few hours... Strategies to stay sane...

Talking about things sometimes make them a little more managable.