I never accepted myself for who i am, being an (extreme) introvert is one those aspects of my personality that i would change if i could. All my life i've been called freak, stuck-up, boring etc. It seems like everybody has been making remarks about my asocial behavior, from my family, friends, teachers, neighbors. Everything would be so much easier if i was an extrovert. But i know that i can't make myself something i'm not.

Now about the book recommendation : I couldn't find it in my town's library, in book shops. It doesn't seem to be translated to my native language. I don't if i should buy it in English . The price isn't too expensive, but the reading isn't going to go well if i need the dictionary for every few pages.