i am pretty sure NO ONE realy htinks your suffering is a joke! you think so because of your luck of self asteem and confidence and not exapting your feelings.

WHY should any1 make a joke of how you feel?
if he doesn, he problem is HIS problem becasue he is a bad, evil, disgusting person!
i know this bad direction of thoughts becasue i used to think that way.

i wonder if you think you deserve help, deserve a better life.
becasue self work is all that it takes.