Thanks guys. Well u know what I mean. I wrote this last night; am I totally bonkers;
Someone is watching me. I can feel it. Everywhere I go or whatever I do, I am always looking over my shoulder. I run up my stairs to only look behind me. I hear noises. I can hear people I know yet they are not there. I hear cries, its my babies but yet they are not there. Is it my baby that I murdered? My baby that I destroyed. I feel a presence here; who the hell is it. It is driving me insane. Who the hell is it. Stop making this noise, stop making me look behind my back, I see shadows, flying by. Things come in front of my eyes yet won't show who they are. Someone is here with me, is it an evil I cannot explain? I hate it; the paranoid feeling. I did say a long time ago; I will not live to see my 30th birthday. My intutions are always right. I just know things I cant explain. I am scared to tell. Scared to say what I see and hear. You will think that I am crazy, cause there is someone here. Is it death? I beg you right now; please help me; someone is here with me and I am freaking out in my own home.
When I looked at this today; I scared the heck out of myself. It is my true feelings and thoughts. This is what is going on in my head. I am going insane. Truely. I just shudder at the thoughts of waking times for me. I dont sleep much; nightmares; but being awake is not much better. Am I okay; u tell me.

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