I would try to find new providers if you do not trust the T and Pdoc you have. You've seen them long enough and you are dissatisfied, so I see no reason to continue. I've had a rash from lamictal. Not serious but it's painful, so I understand. Best thing to do was stop the meds, even though it may have been sudden and gave you some unpleasant reactions. If you get that rash they do want you off it right away. If you have any other physical symptoms go to the ER again and if they still dismiss you go to a general practitioner, forget about the pdoc and T until you look into it further. If they treat you like they don't believe you, find another pdoc and T right away. There's no need to see people who you find unsupportive.