that's ok. you're going through a rough spot that is making it harder to cope. you will get through this eventually, although i know it doesn't seem like it right now. meanwhile, we are here to be supportive and patient with you, and caring! and if anyone is not, you give them a piece of your mind because you have a right to feel safe here! (((((((hugs))))))
ps: laugh, cry, and be paranoid all you want!
Angela
-comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable-