I guess it is just frustrating. My therapist and I worked really well together until that incident. I honestly tried to get past it. The problem is, when I am having a really bad session where I don't agree with something, that incident resurfaces. I actually feel deceived, as stupid as that may sound. So I know I am having some transference issues which causes some of my mistrust but it is hard to get past that when I have solid facts backing up how I am feeling. So I can't just brush it off and convince myself it is all in my head or I am just being paranoid. I will try to discuss this again but I have tried to before and I have not felt any better. I will give it one more try but it's just awkward.