My primary T before this one was great and then the more intense the trauma work got, I started thinking that there was something about me that made her crazy. She actually yelled at me several times, she shut down my feelings and my process constantly, she let me leave sessions totally disassociated, and then one time after I sat in the parking lot for three hours trying to figure out how to drive the car, I called her emergency line, and she told me to come back in the waiting room, and I said I couldn't, she had a fit and hung up. I was too embarrassed to tell her I had wet my pants sometime during that dissociation. (The only time whatever happened, but God, it was embarrassing. We ended things soon after that, and I went to another therapist quite quickly, and we spent about 8 sessions processing that t relationship. Also, while I was still seeing bad t, I saw another t to try to figure out what I was doing wrong.