I do relate, I struggle in the same way with preoccupied attachment and attaching to emotionally unavailable yet very needy people.
All I can say is just talk about it as much as you can. 
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'...
At poor peace I sing
To you strangers (though song
Is a burning and crested act,
The fire of birds in
The world's turning wood,
For my sawn, splay sounds,)
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Dylan Thomas, Author's Prologue
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