Yeah, if it was just a case of being moody, I'd try it without meds. But it's the panic I can't handle. I've done things like pull over in my car and stumble around in traffic, I've tried to jump out of moving cars, and I've crawled up on strangers' porches, knocked on their doors and had them call 911.
For me, no meds just isn't an option. I just have to find one that sucks less.

I'm happy for those who have an option of being med free.